Lotao’blog

—–一切盡在不言中.
—–心中無限淒涼事.
—–回頭滿眼淒涼事,秋月春風豈得知.

    今天看了張藝謀的   是單騎,單騎.單騎而已…
    English name: Riding Alone for Thousands of Miles
    在我桌子面前擺著兩本字典,一本是 Oxford advanced learner’s English-Chinese Dictionary (Extended fourth edition),另外一本是 現代漢語字典.     在我桌子面前擺著兩本字典,一本是 Oxford advanced learner’s English-Chinese Dictionary (Extended fourth edition),另外一本是 現代漢語字典
    這兩本字典裏面記錄著人類兩大強勢語言的幾乎所有字眼,包含其中.人類創造語言是為了向他人表達思想情感.但是真正感到悲傷心痛的時候會用文字或者語言來表達嗎?
    當高倉健走出病房的醫院的那一刻,心中的淒涼蕭索又怎麼能用隻言片語來表達…唯有沉默,讓別人把心置身其中的時候細細品味那一時刻的時候方能發現,作為一個父親的堅毅.
    高倉健本人早年因為妻子不能生育而疏遠其,最後她葬禮的那一天也是正是高倉健的生日和結婚紀念日… 自此高倉健再未有過婚姻,曾經有傳言高倉健飾演 千里走單騎 是為了圓夢,我們不管高倉健是什麼原因什麼心態來演繹這個角色的時候.但是其中的無盡蕭索往往只有經歷過之人方能體現出來.他的那份堅毅如果換做自己又能做到嗎?
    哭是一種勇氣,哭需用一種勇氣.當人們在乎所謂種種形態意識的時候往往哭就成為了世上最難得的了,也羡慕別人能擁有.
    當人們都隱藏再那又厚又重的面具之後,往往自己的所作所為都和自己種種想法相左,即使你滿腹淒涼仍然還是需要強顏歡笑.
    I’m tired of being what you want me to be
    Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
    Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
    Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
     (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    Every step I take is another mistake to you
     (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
    I’ve become so tired so much more aware
    I’ve becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you
    Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
    Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
    Cause everything that you thought I would be
    Has fallen apart right in front of you
     (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you
     (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    And every second I waste is more than I can take
    I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
    I’ve become so tired so much more aware
    I’ve becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you
    And I know
    I may end up failing too
    But I know
    You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
    I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
    I’ve become so tired so much more aware
    I’ve becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you
    I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
    Is everything what you want me to be
    I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
    Is everything what you want me to be
          

           In the end. Just let it be.                                      

一切盡在不言中

     今天姐姐把她未來的兒子(女兒)找了一個幹爸爸的說,當時真的好高興 好高興.
嘿嘿…弟弟要努力赚钱然后给他(她) 好多好多的壓歲錢…讓他(她) 自己買好多好多自己稀飯的東西.好多好多.
     弟弟要帶他(她)去看Crazy Horse. Moulin Rouge. 荷蘭的櫥窗. 還有那個黑黑的小舞臺.外面的世界很精彩…還有好多好多的東西,那時候姐姐和未來的姐夫可不准反對哦!讓他(她)覺得弟弟是一個開放的幹爸爸,並且告訴他(她)弟弟心中的對錯.
     本來應該叫舅舅的這可要叫乾爹了…弟弟真的好高興…
     这样也弥补了弟弟不要小孩的心愿了,Bless My child. Forever.